denim or black ?

when you can't have people back , what do you do ?
when you loose someone , what do you do ?
do you cry to erase the pain ?
do you scream ?
do you walk away for hours trying to forget ?
do you keep calm ?
do you ignore the situation and act like anything ever happened ?
or do you hurt yourself in so many ways to soften the pain ?

simply making scars ,
anna