i tried , you know i did . but it's harder than you think , i can't hold this anymore . it's that excitement i feel when you're around . okay , i can't explain ! my life is sucks without you , i just need you . i need your jokes , i need you fakeness , i need you stupid faces , i need your deep eyes , i need this smile , i need . if i say that i want you ? i wouldn't be anything new , but would it change something ?