God , you're perfect ..

yes , you've lost it all .
no , you can't have it back .
yes , you were happy .
no , you won't be happy that way again .
yes , you were so perfect .
no , perfection doesn't exist .
yes , it was a lie ,
no , it doesn't mean you didn't got it as a truth .
yes , it was good .
no , it was not a waste of time .
yes , you will forget .
no , it won't be just a memory .
yes , i'm still hurted by that .
no , i don't want you to say you're sorry .
YES , I DO WANT YOU BACK .
NO , I DON'T CARE IF YOU MADE A MISTAKE !

you meant the world ,
anna