it's not everything , but it's a progress . it's sort of the taste of the past . maybe i'm overeacting , but i get happy with the small actions that importat people do . it's like i'm killing the miss but all the miss is still alive . i want everything to get better . i need everything to get better . i'm hoping everything go back to what is my normal because since it turned in what it is now , i've became such an empty person when it comes to hapiness . i am happy with this progress , i am wishing a bigger progress .